Thought of the Day 6

I am usually a very patient person but lately, I have noticed it’s easier and easier to lose my temper…

It makes me think of all the reasons this is so…

I have no answer.

I am usually a very positive person but lately, I have noticed it’s easier and easier to look at some things negatively or what I like to call realistically.

It makes me ask a lot of questions why this is so…

I have no answer.

Today, I accept that sometimes it is okay to lose your temper,

sometimes it is okay to be negative, to be sad, to be moody.

But only sometimes because every day is different

and sometimes you will be happy and sometimes you will be sad.

Every day is completely different from the previous day and the tomorrow will be different from today.

So today, I will not tell you to be calm, to be positive or to be patient.

Today, you can be whatever you want to be.

Today, you can feel however you want to feel.

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Happiness – Flash Fiction

– Are you happy?

– Happy? What does that even mean? Is it when you wake up with a smile on your face; or when you look at the world like it’s full of pink elephants?

– I guess happiness is different for everyone. But how do you feel?

– I feel empty. I am not miserable but I would not say I am happy. Definitely drama-free and stress-free which is the most important thing since I moved to London.

– Okay, what would make you happy?

– I don’t know. Before, even the smell of morning coffee made me feel good. It made me feel alive. Now, I don’t know no more.

– Well, maybe you need to go out there and seek some happiness. Look for it in different places and in different people. You need to feel that spark in you again. The one that makes you jump high and dance when you hear a rhythmic song. The spark that makes you look forward and move forward. The one that makes you dream and desire more.

– Well, what if I don’t? Anyway, I think happiness is over-rated.

 

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Sweet Nothing – Poem

Inspired by my favourite word “Attraversiamo” -Comes from Italian and it means Let’s cross together (Or something like this). It is from the movie Eat,Pray, Love and since then it is the most beautiful word I have ever heard.

I cross the street

To avoid your body

I turn my head to the other side

To avoid your eyes.

 

A hole in my heart

Was made

When you decided

To hold someone else’s hand.

 

Empty bed

Empty days

Unspoken words

Forgotten promises were all that’s left.

Drops – Poem

Drop of beauty

Fell into her eyes

And the world

Was no more the one she’s known.

 

Drop of tears

Fell onto her lips

And the taste of beauty

Was no more the one she’s known.

 

Drop of pain

Fell into her heart

And the love she had

Was no more the one she’s known.

Morals – Poem

Morals and right doings

Where is left and where is right

What is black and what is white

People like telling you

How to act, what to say and who to look at

What made you think you can do that?

Have you never done wrong or never had a bad thought?

Preach and teach

Not to kiss and tell

Not to run away

Or keep a secret

Moralised by priests and priestesses

The journey of life never ends

Not a step aside could be made

Neither a different road could be taken

What to eat and how to think

In whom we can believe

And to whom we should pray

Who gave you that task and said all you do is right?

I Wish – Poem

I wish

For the storm to swallow me

For the rain to wash all my pain

For the wind to blow away my feelings

 

I wish

To run away from here

To forget what I felt

To wash the smell of you left on my skin

 

I wish

To stir one last goodbye

To send one last kiss

To turn away one last time

 

I wish

It lasted more

It ended long time ago

It didn’t hurt that much

 

I wish

Someone to help me

Someone to hold me

Someone to love me